I'm up at 5:30 in the morning because I have an ultrasound for this possible hernia. I feel so sleepy and tired. I'm not allowed to eat or drink apparently. I hate this. I'm going to be going until 8:30 pm tonight when I have club floorwork and twerk class. I've run out of my psych meds because of the refills ran out over the holidays and I feel terrible. I also have to start working on my thesis again. I'm going through getting my letters for my third try at bottom surgery as well.
I'm terrified things will fall through again on bottom surgery.
There's lawmakers here who try to cut trans healthcare for public employees every year. I've seen the list of bills that will go forward this year. We're probably going to lose GSAs in this state. These people don't care. Foster kids are being housed in state parks in Kentucky. Dead children are acceptable as long as they get what they want.
UPDATE:
I don't have a hernia. I also got my prescription for my antidepressant filled. I feel sick as fuck right now but am so glad to be back on my meds. I also started a dog girl discord for my city. We will see how it goes. Life is hard as hell and livng under fascists makes me angry about things I can never fix, gives me thoughts that don't align with my values. But I'm happy to be alive.